Future

Hmm . I have been thinking alooooot during this period of time . I mean , it's holiday right ? I have the time to think . Think about my future , or should I say , worry about my future ?

For those who have known me for long , you all should know what I want to be , an air stewardess . Free travels , duty-free items all day , free luggage , being pretty everyday . You understand ? It's like , sooooo carefree . BUT there's always cons , pros come with cons . HMMM . Plane crashing and missing everywhere and the UV ray in the sky will kill me and my life span will become so so so short . 

AND . Today , I received a text from idk where , I think MOE ? They asked me to apply for chinese teacher LOL . I fulfilll the requirements and I'm quite tempted by the benefits . There's like 800$ bursaries per month . WOW FREE MONEY , I just have to study LOL . Also it secure a place in Ngeeann . VERY TEMPTING RIGHT ? But the problem is I cannot handle kids . OHYA , I didn't mention , they offered me PRIMARY school teaching . So I have to face kids lol kns . I cannot . 

But still tempted hais . 

But again , I'm still aiming for temasek , I want to get out of the god damn house . 

They said cancers care about family more than anything else . Bullshit . All bullshit okay ? Okay byes love you readers <3

Relationship

I have no idea am i interested in this A or B . But now i'm having a strong feeling for A maybe becuz i'm always chatting wif him at nite . But C , my frewn love A . And i'm supposingly to be helping C .... But instead of helping , i feel as though i snatched A away from C . I feel so guilty . Am i a worthy frewn ? I really wonder at times . But relationship , u cant let others right ? One side of me told me to give up on A and just let him go wif C . Another side of me is telling me to hold on to A since A likes me and not C . But i noe if i hold on to A , i will be hurting C . And i'm not even sure if B likes me or not . I'm really confuse . I really really really really just want to be in a long lasting , sweet and romantic relationship . Is it really that difficult ? 

#nowplaying - 愛情怎麼喊停